MELANCHOLY AT THE FARMERS MARKET

Right now, I am emotionally preparing for October. For the first time this year, I feel unprepared for a new month. Generally speaking, I am a lover of new days, new weeks, months and years. I am feeling a heavy sensation for change. Something extreme like a tattoo, or a new pet or moving again. I guess thats the Pisces in me, always feeling the need to wander and explore new territories. Everything I’ve asked for and manifested is at my fingertips and I am a little overwhelmed.

I went to the farmers market this weekend and the energy was pleasant. It felt like everyone was getting in the mood for holidays and socialization. Every interaction I had while I was there, was positive. There was even a small pumpkin patch set up. For some reason, I couldn’t match the tone. I felt left behind, and not “with the program.” I was very thankful for the conversation and brief exchanges I did have. I got to try an edible flower atop a chocolate mousse treat. I tried plenty of samples and smiled at strangers and familiar faces.

How does this new season, and soon to be new month have you feeling ?