OCTOBER ENERGY

Life is amazing at the moment. I have some beautiful projects launching soon. I’ve been working really hard on myself and my craft this year and I’m seeing the results. I see the results in my mind, my heart and body. I am very excited for the holidays and for a fresh season. Trusting myself more is the goal for October. Trusting that I can do the things I want, trusting my intuition and conscience.

Life becomes easier when you accept that you are not in control. Surrendering control has helped me manifest in a way that is organic and fluid. I have to remind myself everyday to let go, and let things play out. The more you interfere with destiny, the more disoriented everything becomes. Fear was the reason I needed so much control over everything.

My sense of self worth and confidence has heightened since I’ve prioritized myself more. August and September I really channeled my inner goddess by being specific about my needs. I challenged myself to meet all of my own needs, instead of sourcing that energy from anyone/anything else. This looked like a lot of rest, planning, tears, and real conversations. Getting a grip on procrastination really helped me “get on with it” and mark off some goals I had on my list.

I no longer dwell too long on things I can’t change. I am more free flowing and trusting of the universe. I am more open to stray away from a plan and this debilitating relationship I have with structure and perfection. I am allowing myself to live and be more present. I’ve been self caring so much in every way possible.

I’ve been missing my family and close friends. Last weekend, I went home to visit and that gave me a sense of grounding. In these pictures, Phoenix and I are wearing Shop Arq in our hotel room Sunday morning while visiting Houston. This loungewear is so worth the splurge! We officially have 3 months left of the year and 5 months until my 30th birthday. For the rest of this year, I just want to have fun and do all the things that make me happy. I want to listen to and care for my GUT. What are some personal goals you’ve set for October ?